A letter hoping to reach you...

Its been too long since I've written down anything in this blog. I started for a close friend, and she still is my closest friend, the dearest to heart. Much had changed with the passing year; new places, new acquaintances, new experiences, new responsibilities, and yet albeit all these, I still think back, missing the life I led in the past year, those beautiful moments I shared with my dearest. I yearn to be the person I was, yet I'm helpless, forced to be the person I am. I have not changed for the worse, I am who I was, I will be who I am. Life moves on, life changes who you are, life demands the change, but I detest the change. I hope she understands that nothing is different to me. NO amount of change can change the way I still hold her close to heart. I've grown, yes but deep down, I'm still that insecure, want to be loved, nice guy that she loved, and loves. Life threw me challenges, I evolved to handle it, but evolution had not changed who I am inside, missing you.